Thoughts

Hey guys~
How are you? Is everything okay?

Do you know the feeling when you think you are alone? And if you would make a step forward you would fall into a big dark whole, where you can't see the ground. You also know that you wouldn't make this step, but you fear about it. You fear that you could to this single step... not now... but someday...
If you have only some things left which are importent for you... so you don't want to make any mistakes... just a single fault .... and you could lose everything...
Sometimes you feel weak about your thoughts and feelings... but you also hate it if everyone would know that you are so weak... because this person starts to act different... perhaps this person starts to be more careful around you ... or he just starts to get more distance between you both...
Perhaps you see what I want to tell ya? If someone knows who you look like inside... than they are different... they hide their true emotions in front of you... perhaps they think that they could crack you more... I don't know. But they destroy you more acting like that. But you think they know that? Are they acting like that instinctively? I wish I could know what they are thinking... What's going through their minds? Does anyone know that, ....any answers for me...?